Maybe it's weird for anyone. But for somebody, it means nothing. For example, my first time eating cocktail was at my seventh year at Egypt, my first time driving car also at my seventh. I haven't go to pyramid that usually people rushing themselves to, and i don't feel it's pity or anything else.
Usually, i make my priority to something i want to archive. But sometimes, i neglect it so much too, and then felt guilty or regret. In these last months, actually i have many to archive, but time is also too short, less than what it should be to archive it normally.
But i still hope i will archive it.